Now Absalom used to get up early and stand beside the road that led to the city gate. Whenever anyone came by who had a complaint to bring to the king for arbitration, Absalom would call out to him, “What city are you from?” The person would answer, “I, your servant, am from one of the tribes of Israel.” Absalom would then say to him, “Look, your claims are legitimate and appropriate. But there is no representative of the king who will listen to you.”
Then Absalom would say,
“Oh that I were judge in the land! Then every man with a dispute or cause might come to me, and I would give him justice.”
– 2 Samuel 15:2-4
Let us study the nature of two men; one a rebel, the other a king.
Absalom was characterized with a heart of judgement, often taking matters into his own internal consultation. He sees all the wrong in the world, yet refuses to look at his own heart. Ironically if justice was truly served, Absalom would be dead (for he murdered his brother Amnon). But such is the blindness of one who is right in their own eyes.
David on the other hand, recognizes his blindness and allows wisdom to form his inner being. David, when cursed and hit with stones (2 Samuel 16:5), does not act out of a heart of self-righteousness (though the stone thrower deserved death according to law) David leaves the incident to the Lord, knowing that He is the perfect judge; trusting then in the retribution of God.
While my temperament leans towards judgement, I must submit to the rulership, the authority, and the judgment of God. I do not know better than He. His thoughts are higher than my own. If my heart is submitted to God, then I must also submit to those in authority above me…those He has placed to rightly judge my person. With this heart stance I avoid a life striving towards rebellion.
Lord will you shape my heart towards obedience. Keep rebellion far from my person. Help me to lead in humility. Keep my thoughts from rash judgement. Shape my person to be one of kindness and mercy towards others. May my heart be pliable to the yoke you have placed over me.
Amen